Wednesday 17 July 2013

I'm sorry for the pen I stabbed into your eye....

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Headesk – kick bin – scream in car – WAIL – growl at people – ARGH – growl – swear – ARGH – prowl round office – snap at EVERYONE – argh – cry wildly – growl – mutter – swear – punch wall

If any of you have done this particular activity before you may know exactly where I am coming from.

Yes. At the moment I have given up smoking. And I say at the moment with good fecking reason.

I am without doubt, a grumpy, arsey, stressed out thundering junkie coming off of what feels like a massive high. I am hating EVERY moment of this. And the normal nice lovely person that I am has moved out, and the HULK has moved in. I swear there is a faint tinge of green about me.
I want a FAG I WANT A FAG I WANT A FAG!!!!! So badly. I can imagine it. Oh how I can imagine it. And I swear if one more person who hasn't smoked ever, tells me - oh it's not that bad? - I will hurt them. Viciously, and with great glee! (SEE! SEE! See what I mean?? *flails arms about* I am worried about me!)